Humiliation enwraps me

Interviewed for a job with another university. Received the call this afternoon “we went with the best fit,”which wasn’t me.

Doubt that I’ll ever be a “best fit” b/c was fired from another school. Context is irrelevant. Wrongful dismissal irrelevant. None of those issues appropriate for an interview. So I bite my tongue here, then not well enough there.

Feel as if all of these years – experience, education – have no value. No way to survive… applications out all over – and nothing.  One paycheck away from poverty.

WTF.